nczech
08-01-2004, 02:27 PM
Some of you may know that I am in hospital well came home on a pass this weekend only to realise that I am truly not ready. I am scared though because I am basically watching my cloth diaper business going under, we have no cash to pay for the new sewing machine, basically because I can't handle a depression, everything goes down the toilet. I never knew PPD could be so tough. What really sucks is that it is my anniversary tomorrow and I can't do anything for it. I am home right now but am going back in an hour. Dh will be getting home from work in 2 hours -Happy Anniversary to us. Please pray that we will make it through all of this and that we will learn to depend on God for everything. Also that God will help me with the separation from my children. I miss them sooo much. Sorry if this is the wrong place for this, if it helps I have been teaching myself how to knit while in hospital. I just need your prayers. Oh, the patient computer also crashed at the hospital so I am going no computer for awhile :irked :faint :violin . If aanyone needs to get ahold of me they can through my dh at nczech@telus.net . Could you guys wish him a happy anniversary for me. The hospital is 90 mins away so I doubt we will get to spend it together.
Nichole
Nichole